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THANK GOD FOR NIETZSCHE: and, existentialism :0)
Friedrich Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil: Prelude to a Philosophy of the Future, Chapter 1, Aphorism 4, Circa 1907, Translated by Helen Zimmern, 2007 by Barnes & Noble, Inc. The falseness of an opinion is not of us any objection to it: it is here, perhaps, that our new language sounds most strangely. The question…
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WORLD WAR III: that’s what it felt like, w/a hint of depression.
Wednesday, September 26, 2001, Age 20 Sometimes I don’t understand how this world just keeps on turning. There are so many people living right now without their mothers or fathers, brothers and sisters, sons and daughters, husbands, wives, lovers, fiancés, best friends, etc. I don’t understand how the world just keeps on turning. Everything just…
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SOCIAL STRUGGLES: returning depression.
Saturday, August 25, 2001, Age 20 Well, I am now all moved in at school for my junior year. It is kind of hard to tell what it will be like. I suppose I shouldn’t even try to predict it because I can’t really control any of that shit anyways. Hmm? Well anyways…I can’t decide…
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BIPOLAR DEPRESSION: on the anti-depressant route to hypomania!
RE: It will be another 6 years until I am correctly diagnosed with Bipolar I Disorder, which is when the medical “professionals” stopped mis-medicating me with anti-depressants which cause medically-induced mania when used without a mood stabilizer in bipolar patients (i.e. isn’t “learning” fun?!). Friday, August 10, 2001, Age 20 Okay, so I am right…
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MEDICALLY-INDUCED HYPOMANIA: it will be another 6 years until I am correctly diagnosed with Bipolar I Disorder.
RE: college-THE BEST SET INTENTIONS :0) Wednesday, August 8, 2001, Age 20 I just made list upon list upon list in attempt to organize self, showered, and packed a bit more (including cosmetics which takes forever!). Now I also know what I’m going to attempt to do tomorrow. Very long list…we’ll see what happens. I’m…