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SOCIAL STRUGGLES: returning depression.
Saturday, August 25, 2001, Age 20 Well, I am now all moved in at school for my junior year. It is kind of hard to tell what it will be like. I suppose I shouldn’t even try to predict it because I can’t really control any of that shit anyways. Hmm? Well anyways…I can’t decide…
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BIPOLAR DEPRESSION: on the anti-depressant route to hypomania!
RE: It will be another 6 years until I am correctly diagnosed with Bipolar I Disorder, which is when the medical “professionals” stopped mis-medicating me with anti-depressants which cause medically-induced mania when used without a mood stabilizer in bipolar patients (i.e. isn’t “learning” fun?!). Friday, August 10, 2001, Age 20 Okay, so I am right…
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MEDICALLY-INDUCED HYPOMANIA: it will be another 6 years until I am correctly diagnosed with Bipolar I Disorder.
RE: college-THE BEST SET INTENTIONS :0) Wednesday, August 8, 2001, Age 20 I just made list upon list upon list in attempt to organize self, showered, and packed a bit more (including cosmetics which takes forever!). Now I also know what I’m going to attempt to do tomorrow. Very long list…we’ll see what happens. I’m…
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SOCIOECONOMICS & DATING: mmm, this one never gets old ;0(
Monday, August 6, 2001, Age 20 Just got an email from Dave who is in Oxford, England at the moment. Makes me very very confused. I want to be friends with him I think, but I have no idea how and I’m very scared to see him again because I’m afraid my feelings will get…
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DEPRESSION: beautiful?
Friday, May 18, 2001, Age 19 Well, I just spent like two hours reading journal entries from the past eight years of my life. It kind of makes me realize how very insignificant everything really is. Strange. Sometimes I feel like such an idiot. I always used to think I was smart…I was. I think,…
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